bahamas!

here i come.. ^_^

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Untitled

wasn’t in the mood to make a title.. lol.. anyways.. i haven’t written in over a week.. and i figure, i should write again.. hehe.. anyways.. besides writing again.. i figured to use my deviant art account, and upload some of my.. art.. my medium by the way is the camera… and even though it is the digital age.. i say, the best photos are still from analog.. but i’m using digital more and more..

i’ll link it up maybe next post.. by then i would have at least a couple of my old artistic pics.. hehe..

anyways.. today was an extremely great day.. even though it’s just starting out.. lemme tell you, i haven’t slept yet.. hehe.. the day started, 12mn, it was snowing.. yeah, some may dislike snow, but i like it.. :p and, i got something in World of Warcraft.. and i’m so happy.. hehe.. and. i’ve got to talk to some friends.. that i really miss.. but well, i still miss the other friends that don’t go online.. hehe..

anyways… i did alot for the start of the day.. i made a myspace account too.. 1 friend so far.. lol.. anyways.. i’ll get to that..

ohh yeah! i almost forgot.. we’re doing spring cleaning… and omg did we clean alot.. really…

well, that’s all.. ^_^

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onslaught of Valentine

so.. Saint Valentine’s day drawns near.. and as always.. people are looking for someone to be with.. i mean..it’s so tiring.. though, i admit.. i want to be with someone too.. argh~ a ‘lil bit of trivia.. the 1st time people celebrated the day of hearts was not really a day of hearts.. but of martyrs.. well, it is still a day of martyrs.. haha! it is a day for people “… whose names are justly reverenced among men, but whose acts are known only to God.”

anyways.. Blizzard® went all out with their event.. “Love is in the Air” and it’s so cheezy..  giving out heart tokens.. but i did it none the less.. and the new dress on my character looks sexeh..

i really don’t have much to say.. even though a weeks gone by.. i thought i would.. anyways.. i’m off to the Dept. of Motor Vehicles.. :p my mom has just agreed to me getting a license.. anyways..

ciao~

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whatnots

it’s tuesday again.. maintenance.. that’s why i’m here typing.. got nothing else to do.. so.. hmm..

another melancholic post.. but i’m not exactly sad.. i mean, if you see me.. you’ll see someone who looks happy.. smiling and stuff like that.. but inside.. i am missing someone so much.. acctually.. i missing alot of people.. one person in particular.. ‘coz it sucks that when you’ve built a routine in/around/with someone.. always being with them.. talking.. and stuff like that.. it’s so hard to adjust being without that someone.. yeah, i’m being vague.. but. it’s not entirely the person you miss.. but the stuff you do with that person.. and i’m such a coward.. to not admit to that very person.. that i miss them.. well, i’ve said it indirectly.. i don’t know.. saying that i miss one because that one is part of the many.. but as a matter of fact.. it’s the other way around.. i miss the many, ‘coz i miss one..

people that i miss of course are my friends.. people to talk to.. i mean, yeah, i do have online friends.. but the friends i want to talk to.. close friends.. those whom i talk to about everything.. argh~ they don’t go online as much as you want them too.. and, i’m a person who doesn’t like change.. and having no one to talk to.. i have no outlet.. and.. argh~ ok.. this is so hard to explain.. sigh~ basta… miss ko na tropa.. barkada.. mga kaibigan.. miss ko na kayo..

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text messages and memories

i was going through my cellphone today.. rereading the text messages saved in my outbox.. appox. 871 msgs total.. got a counter.. :p

anyways.. i’ve got about several folders in my outbox.. for each kind of msg.. and of course when i was reading the messages, some memories came to me.. not all really pleasant.. but i kinda want to share the more significant ones per folder..

1st.. laughter.. folder name: ahahaha! LOLZ.. which had the most messages in it.. laughter is the best medicine right? and i really needed to smile during downtimes… i have no particular faves.. a have to admit.. alot of them were “ green ” jokes.. haha!!

the love folder.. all about being love struck.. or otherwise.. most would come from the category of ” otherwise “.. and a bulk of them came from the time when me and . . . were kinda in a disagreement.. and weren’t talking.. you know.. and all those subtle messages would do the job of telling them how you feel.. and you’d just hope that they get it.. haha!! how melancholic eh? anyways.. lovestruck? here’s a happy thought from karen, a friend of mine: someday, some will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with an else.

after love is life.. balance, GOD, destiny, crap.. haha! stuff like that.. most of it is ’bout procrastination.. unfair life.. GOD is the way.. shit people do.. yeah.. and other life lessons..

then friends.. gawd, i miss them.. so much.. though of course they’re busy with school and stuff like that.. it’s kinda sad that we don’t talk that often anymore.. making me hate where i am now.. but at the same time.. like a friend told me.. it’s for the best.. knowing that he just wanted to cheer me up.. and though it is a bit corny/cheesy.. i have several chain msgs too.. which i really hate.. esp. the ones that threaten you.. coz damn~ there are a lot of those out there.. anyways..

thinking.. i like this folder.. makes you think.. like “what’s black when you buy it, red when you use it, and grey when you throw it away?“.. i esp. liked the guessing game me and a friend had.. it went like.. what is 5 F in a H.. which was 5 Fingers in a Hand.. the more harder ones were 18 H in a G C.. holes in a golf course.. and one that got me stumped.. 4 C in the H..

and of course.. the top secret folder.. haha! though really not very top secret.. these contained some answers from chain msgs.. and ideas on a particular something.. like the most recent one… before i left PH.. i told someone i had a crush on them.. and replied.. (exact text) ” .. hahaha! aww! ang cute eh!! .. w0w, im flattered ha! ” and wala lang.. haha! just a crush.. nothing more..

and other folders still..

hays~ memory lane.. haha!!

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snow!!!

snow, snow, snow, snow, snow!!!

yey!!

hehe.. it yesterday was the 1st day it snow here in our area.. and it was like.. wooo!! hehe.. i mean, come on.. its been, what, 8 yrs since i last touched snow.. and making and throwing my 1st snow ball in 8 yrs was both familiar and new.. hekhek.. and fun! wee..

i also had something else done for the 1st time yesterday.. that is.. tennis.. you know.. i’ve watch tennis from time to time.. Roddick, Hewitt, Nadal, Federer, to name a few of the players that i really liked.. and yeah.. i thought tennis would be quite easy.. but i was wrong.. well, not completely.. it was fun though.. i had a hard time with the grip.. and on my reception.. but i think i did quite well on my 1st day.. and btw, i’d like to say jasper(a batchmate of mine), ang galing mo nga talaga sa tennis..

anyways, there has been a lot of 1st’s this week.. like Burning Crusade!! YeahBah!! last Jan. 16 was the release of World of Warcraft:the Burning Crusade.. the expansion for the already great MMORPG.. and my kuya thinks i’m getting a bit too nerdy.. haha! okay lang..

well, that’s all for now..

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boredom strikes again!

here we go.. anyways.. let’s start off with the weekend.. we went to a resort.. :p it was fun.. i know what your thinking.. swiming in winter!? well, it was an indoor swiming area.. yes it was warm.. but it was also a bit salty.. eww..

ok, then we went to a chinese dimsum resto.. no menus. just people walking around with dimsum platter, who would ask if you wanted it, then if you said yes, they’d put it on your tab.. basta!

hehe.. and now.. i’m totally bored.. i mean, really.. i went OL with friendster and started answering surveys.. i did (1)(2)(3)(4)(5).. though i’m not sure if you’ll be able to see them.. well, now i’m downloading and soundtriping..

and, i’m also doing a talent respec for BC.. thinking greatly on Empowered Healing.. if i should get it or not.. though it’s still quite very far.. hehe.. ohh! and if any WoW players are reading this.. can you comment on this.. click

anyways.. i really don’t have anything to say.. err, add me in friendster.. :p haha!! and! nga pla.. i’m begining to talk to some of my friends more often na..

and that’s all.. and btw.. i’m using Flock! care of Juice’s advertisement..

and yes!! i truly do not have anything else to do..

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wordpress, warcraft and winter

argh, i was supposed to make a music filled post today.. and when i was done, i was supposed to put a music flash player to play all the music that i wrote about.. and guess what.. i didn’t work.. damn~
i looked around to see why.. and i found my answer.. i was USD15 short to be able to customize my page with CSS or the like.. damn! 15 bucks just to be able to do that.. no way!
so i looked for an alternate.. i saw songspot.. the thing you could put as a widget at the sidebar.. i register, since it’s the only why i’d be able to put music into my blog.. so, i searched.. and searched.. and, OMG! they don’t got any of the songs i needed! argh! not my day.. so, as they said, i emailed them a request to add music.. i think i requested about 20 different artists..
hays~
anyways.. i need to update.. nothing much.. btw, the music i wanted. . .
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hmm, i miss eLBi.. well, not the place really.. but the people.. i really miss the people in eLBi.. even . . .
anyways, i’m still a bit lazy exploring wordpress thoroughly..
but maybe i’ll do it later..
hmm, what else? i’m gonna change realms.. in WoW, my previous realm is kinda.. dead.. few people, no much interaction.. anyways.. i hope my new realm is nice.. i’m a priest again..
yeah yeah.. unendingly.. i’ve almost always been support.. the only time i can think of that i didn’t do healing/buffs, was in tantra.. i was a nuker(massive damage output magic user ).. yeah, i did like it.. but i like having the teams survival on my shoulders, and hearing, “you saved my life!” and no, i don’t have a messiah complex.. it’s just fun. helping people out..
hmm, btw, i woke up this morning, and it was so damn cold! it was, i think about 30-40 F.. maybe.. gawd it was cold.. brr.. but. . . its so sad.. no snow as of yet.. i hope it snows..

change of perspective

i used to think that all, well, almost all of the people you would see in the USA would be, tall, gorgeous, and spoke english fluently…
and i was wrong on all accounts..
ok ok.. here, first of all, i live in New Jersey, and well, go to New York rarely.. and i used to live in Washington.. anyways, back to the story.. there are alot of short people here.. hehe.. sorry.. i mean, i thought everyone was atleast 5′10” or something close to that.. and not everyone is attractive.. hehe.. come on! i mean, you almost always see a pretty gal, or a hunky hunk in all those american shows-slash-movies-slash-thingys.. right!? and also.. the english thing.. i’m not joking.. i think i’ve heard alot more people speak in spanish than in english.. my brother was even asked, “you speak english?”
haller!? spell L-O-L!
ok.. what else? AHH!! ok.. here.. i thought hiphop is dying! ‘coz you know in the PH, that you only see hiphop guys in groups(small groups).. the baggy pants, extraExtraExtra large t-shirts and blingbling and cap… well, you rarely see them.. here, i see them everywhere, well, not everywhere.. let’s just say i see them often.. i also saw an emo/gothik bunch the other day.. it’s so much fun here.. ^__^
oh yeah.. the mall is the place for meeting cuteness.. haha! and unlike popular belief, its not in the designer clothes shops, or the food court.. but in the bookstore that you find the hottest.. YiHee! haha.. i mean, ok, so i’ve only been to bookstores about 3 times so far.. and all of those times i found someone cute in the same section that talked to me.. weee… though it was just talk, nothing much.. anyways.. it was fun.. ^___^

and the latest change.. and for the NewYear’sResolution: is in me.. i don’t wanna wait for . . . anymore… i’m a bit fed up with it..waiting that is, but well, not due to one person.. ‘coz i’ve already been hurt waiting for a person in the near past.. and well, stuff got well, yeah, then got alot worse.. and now.. i don’t know, with this person now, i fear the cycle is repeating itself.. coldness.. and so before it reaches pain.. i wanna stop..

phew~ done.. and whoever is reading this.. pls comment.. hekhek.. and, uhm, don’t ask who i’m talking about.. i hate saying the names of people..

What’s in a name? That which we call a rose by any other would smell as sweet.

i’ll just tell who they are when i want to..

Christmas . . .

YiHee!! ^__^
was so merry.. hehe..
so, hmm, Christmas eve.. we had our relatives here.. i met them for the first time.. and i really don’t remember all their names.. hmm, we had a great eve supper.. there was so many food, but i really like the fresh fruits.. and the bbq was so yummy, and so was the calamari, and the lechon.. hehe.. sarap~ then singing… hehe.. we have magic sing.. which, for those who don’t know, is sorta like a portable videoke/karaoke machine.. and my cousin sang nothing but OPM..

i think, those Filipinos who aren’t in the Phil. are a bit of a fanatic for things Filipino.. yeah, longing for their homeland

and they sang and danced to totoy bibo.. laughtrip! it was so fun.. and then, after all that.. my cousins’ family sang us a song.. and, they were good.. no, superb.. later i found out, they were all in the choir pala.
and after that, final greetings, then the left.. and the next batch of visitors arrived.. namely, lola and lolo..
then the wait for Christmas.. and . . .
3 . . .
2 . . .
1 . . .
it was Christmas!! yey! the opening of gifts was so fun.. hehe..
basta!~
and that’s it!